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Showing posts with label Travel. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Travel. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Conquer the Fear

Well, I did it! I conquered my fear of flying. It was amazing. It's so cheesy, but I really feel like I can do anything now! Like, facing this was the key that unlocked this whole world of possibility for my family and me.

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Max watching the planes before we left. This kid was in heaven!

I was SUPER nervous the few days leading up to the flight and then once I was at the airport I felt like I couldn't even feel my legs. I barely ate breakfast and I felt sick to my stomach. The whole way down the isle to our seats I was taking deep breaths and trying to convince myself that this was something I could do. When we got to our seats and settled in I was immediately calm. For whatever reason the fear vanished right then and there. I was excited, even. I knew I would do it and I knew that was the end of that fear. It was liberating. There were some definite moments here and there where I had to close my eyes and focus on breathing but overall it was just peaceful and freeing.

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On the flight.

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The boys were SO good. Ben slept the whole time in Ritchie's arms and Max stayed in his seat willingly. It wasn't that way on the way back, but it certainly made for a wonderful trip there.

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Mid flight. See?? No problem!

And THEN we got to party it up with our amazing friends in Washington!

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Ben and Kira meet. Instant friendship was formed :)

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Cute lil' Quinn.

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Max and Quinn eating dinner. These two are an interesting combo with almost opposite personalities, which actually made them get along really well!

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Quinn being all sweet after his nap one day.

Oh, and meeting Kira...

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We got our sweet baby girl fix and now we're hooked. Ritchie needs a daughter. We LOVE our boys but he and Kira had an instant kinship and it was beyond darling. She is pure sweetness and we can't wait to watch her grow.

The second day we were there it snowed. Now, I don't live where it snows, so maybe it would lose it's magic after some years of living there, but I don't see how. Snow is just... breathtaking. I love it. I love how it crunches under cute boots, how it clings to little button noses, how it drapes over homes and cars and trees. And watching Max experience the snow? Pure magic.

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My fabulous friend, Kim. Love her!

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Do you get the picture? We. Freaking. Love. Snow. Okay?

Ben slept through it all. While somewhat bummed, part of me what just glad he was finally freaking sleeping. But, that's a whole other blog post.

After the snow - hot chocolate!

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The next day we took the kids snow tubing. While, Max enjoyed the snow, he did not enjoy flinging himself down it on a huge, inflatable tube.

Ahh, my sweet, sensitive boy.

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Quinn, on the other hand, loved it!

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Kim and I hung with the babies and watched. I went down once and then met up with everyone at the lodge for more hot cocoa!

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Overall, it was an awesome day trip.

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The trip was just so, so, SO wonderful. I love the Gillettes as if they were our own family and I'm relieved that we get to spend more time with then now that I can get there by plane. Look out, Gillettes!! We may wear out our welcome ;)

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Saying Goodbye to my Twenties

Today, I bid my twenties farewell. I'm welcoming my thirties with open arms and am excited about this decade to come. It's gonna be a good one, I can feel it.

For now, I want to tell you about today. And... tomorrow.

But, first, today.

Today was so... peaceful. And with two kids ages two and under that's saying a lot. Max was in preschool this morning so it was just Ben and me to run a few errands and meet Ritchie for lunch at my favorite burger joint - The Counter.

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Ritchie enjoying his burger.

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There were pictures where Ben was, you know, actually looking at the camera, but I had a double chin in all of them. And, on my birthday, I win. I get to look good in photos.

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The three of us today for lunch. Ben never gets this! It was a special treat for us all.

After lunch, we went to get Max and played outside a little bit. I practiced using my remote with the camera for a self portrait of me in all my 30 year glory.

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That's the best I could get. As in, it's in focus at least. Yeah... I need some practice with the remote :)

There were two painful hours after nap while we waited for Ritchie to come home where both boys were totally cranky. But, we survived. We always do.

Ritchie and I dropped the boys off with my (brave) dad and headed out to dinner ALONE. Sweet Jesus, nothing is better than that right now. We went to our favorite little Italian place - Al Castello.

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And Ritchie got me the watch I've had my eye on for months now.

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It was a lovely evening and I'm so thankful that my dad watched the boys. I guess Ben screamed the entire time so I'm VERY grateful that he was willing to suffer so we could have an uninterrupted meal on my birthday.

We came home, put the boys to bed and finished packing for our big trip tomorrow. We leave in the morning to go to Washington to visit one of my best friends and finally meet her baby girl who is Ben's age. She also has a son Max's age so it's sure to be a fun-filled, rowdy weekend.

The reason for this trip is two-fold, however. One is of course to visit our friends and enjoy our time with them. But, the other is to have me face a fear that I've dealt with for 4 years now. The fear of flying.

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I'm not sure why this fear came about, but it did, and suddenly. We ended up NOT going on a very anticipated trip to New York City because I couldn't even get to my seat on the plane without a major panic attack.

I've since forgiven myself and realized that this is a common fear so I don't suffer alone. But, the reality remains that I want to travel. I want to go t Europe someday. I want to take my kids of a tour of the East Coast. I want to take that NYC trip. I want to visit my friend in Washington without making a 14 hour drive. So, this means I WANT to conquer this fear and I could think of no better time than my 30th birthday. It's a milestone one and it's TIME. It's time to rid myself of this anxiety.

Wish me luck. I'll let you all know how it went. I'm taking a 5 day hiatus from blogging to enjoy my trip, but I will continue to take pictures of the boys every day and post one big post of 5 days worth of photos upon my return.

Happy weekending!
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